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Oh here's a good one, anon. I just wrote it.
“That’s not what I-”
“-you enjoyed it,” objected Garrison. “The praise, the constant adoration, you ate it up.”
“Yes,” sighed Nathaniel. “Yes. And I regret it, Garrison. It was a mistake, and I wish I could go back. Believe me, I would change so much, I would try to be a better person, a better friend to you-”
“Friend?” laughed Garrison. “Please. You never respected or valued my input. You only pretended to care about me so you could use my inventions and were happy to cast aside the “friendship” facade the second it no longer suited you. You were going to make me your mindless scapegoat, an example of how perfect your technique was.”
“I…I wanted you to be happy,” clarified Nathaniel, but the lie that he’d so readily believed himself when he’d thought it in his own head sounded ridiculous and false when he said the words out loud and considered the matter from Garrison’s point of view.
#Bods Answers#We're really cooking now#nathaniel benedict#dr garrison#dr. garrison#tmbs#the mysterious benedict society#mysterious benedict society#tmbs disney#mbs fanfic#mbs disney
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One fascinating thing about "You Must Unload" is how thematically relevant it is for all the characters on the show, especially Irving himself. The Terror is a story about progressively giving things up and leaving things behind, what you choose to unload and when. (Boats? Curtain rods? Books? Your only clothing, useless in this cold weather? Your only food, poisoned? Your only companions, sick and dying and unable to walk?) Trying in vain to haul things with you that you cannot carry, both metaphorically and literally.
And Irving is at the center of all of it. As discussed in this post, after Crozier declares at Carnivale that they will abandon the ships, Irving stops referencing religion, a turning point for his character. And he is the one call "Forward, men!", the final decision to leave everything they've known behind. You must unload!
He is also the one whose reaction we focus on when Crozier tells them that even the food they're carrying with them is killing them. Which makes sense, of course: Irving is the one we have seen keeping careful inventory of these supplies, trying to make them last as long as possible. Revealed to have been a futile effort the entire time. You must unload!
And then finally, he goes on the hunting trip, making the call first to split off into a smaller party, then to go all alone to meet the Netsilik. At last, he gives up his spyglass, the only prized possession he has left, something stated textually in the book and implied in the show to be important to him personally. And at the same time, he gives up the symbols of his imperialist existence: rank, class, national identity, all of it, because these things have, quite literally, no meaning in this situation. He's left with nothing but his Christian name.
And when he goes back to try to bring the rest of the expedition with him to salvation, that's what kills him. You must unload!
#John Irving#The Terror#davechella#Terror meta#damn I forgot I used to have meta tags on this blog. feels like nobody uses the word anymore and we really should.#usually I let stuff cook in my drafts for a while after I first write it but I've got a tent fire revival in me right now#telling it on the mountain on a random monday let's go#Starky's original posts#Starky's text posts#OH DAVE K WE'RE REALLY READING INTO IT NOW
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skz: season's greetings
#ok now we're cooking with sauce#so much better than the other outfits they had them in#ayen's outfit especially 🫶🫶🫶 so good <3 (with the orange hair too </3)#and I mean I'll never complain when they put lino in black leather 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤#skz#han looks great too but he's literally my girlfriend so I'd say that no matter what they put him in#<- I really need to not go on here after drinking actually.......
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sometimes i just hear joey i don't think we should cook the candy bars in my brain
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Rewatching 97 because I just need to get on with it but GAWDDD at this point I'm literally not watching all the rogueneto scenes IT'S SO UNCOOL 💀💀💀💀 ERIK WOULD NOT DO THAT WTF DISNEY
its just really funny in regards to 97 specifically because they never even interact in 92 (or if they do its incredibly sparring) so it's just the most out of nowhere thing possible. like oh we're doing this now ok
#snap chats#ITS THE WAY THEY DONT EVEN WAIT FOR MAGNETO TO UNPACK HIS SUITCASE IN THE X MANSION YK WHAT I MEAN#AS SOON AS HE'S HEADMASTER /NOW/ WE'RE GETTING THIS BACKGROUND LIKE /OH OK ALRIGHT/#OBVIOUSLY it happened in the comics but if we're talking TAS continuity... lol...#biases aside it is simply Very Funny JEALKJERKLEJA#the most awkward part of it is watching gambit get sidelined like king nooooo..... and then he dies vJEALKVJEAKLJ#like ik you two werent dating in 92 either but yall at least had build up.....#listen i get wanting to kill yourself after watching your crush and her ex. Do All That. like multiple times throughout the show#ONE TIME BEING A NAKED HALLUCINATION LIKE listen i do not blame gambit for being so ready to kill himself JVLKESJAELK#I WOULDVE BEEN ON THE NEWS PERSONALLY#i cant deny the humor of it all but at the same time it does stop me from rewatching 97 sometimes#'snap is it that serious' absolutely not its just awkward yk what i mean. i dont have a grander reason other than i cant vibe with them#idk i think i just overall wanted rogue to do more than be in a love triangle plot#maybe its just cause i dont really care for romance plots in general idk...#but then again i liked whatever they were cooking with gambit and rogue in 92... there will-they/won't-they thing.....#like the ep in 97 where she. Goes Rogue... that was cool..... thatd be cool to see more of..#hopefully that's comin in the next season...
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will make pretty later, but tribbie graphic/widget (there's a transparent one and one with a backing depending on what your using it for lol)
#tribbie#lowkey she's really cute omg#her colour scheme is so pretty imo#hsr#amphoreus obsession did not go away#may edit phainon after i get over how hot he is AHEM i didn't say that#might not pull for him bc the amount of time i'll spend just yapping about him might hinder me from actually playing 😔#guys if he's a kevin expy maybe i should play hi3 for kevin-#just jk lol i don't have the time management for that#piano exam countdown we're at 2 days to go discounting today since it's 10pm and friday <3#we're lowkey kinda fucked i don't think i'm ready for my exam#did i cook or did i cook myself with my piano as firewood IM JOKING SORRY LOL#okay i really need to shut up now#guys i really like amphor-
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This was supposed to be a LanceWeek23 piece, the finale even - as you can see from the date of completion... fiiiive months later, it didn't quite make it!
[Why I ever thought I was going to finish a piece with four major light sources, in three colours, and about a billion rocks, on time, is another matter entirely. No comment.]
Sometimes your protégé/ward/son falls in a big bloody hole at the arse-end of Mount Silver and you've got to go and fish him out and it turns into a whole thing. Then the things living in the hole become a whole other thing and really, the inconvenient fact that Dragonite don't fit into small spaces is only the beginning of your problems!
#champion lance#pokemon lance#wataru#pokemon silver#GSC#HGSS#Dragonair#Heliolisk#ChampionLanceWeek2023#Lance Week 23#ABC Work#Dad Lance content#and Fire/Rescue Lance content#cooking with gas for those who enjoy some pretty specific AUs xD#Simultaneously really happy with this#and frustrated I couldn't quite get the lighting where I wanted it#but sometimes you've just gotta call a thing done!#Now that we're almost six months out from a brand new Lance Week#perhaps I should get in gear and actually make this year's pieces in advance!#Please look forward to me extrapolating on this plotline in about a million years#thank you!
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to no one's surprise it is Yet Again Esidisi
don't mind the shoes I didn't feel like drawing his feet ♥️ RIP esidisi carpet clenchers.
#man i was struggling HARD with the hands. I was off my game today 💔#also because im still sick😍#oh esidisi we're really in it now#esidisi#jjba#my art👍#Fear not however i will actually draw other things. Im cooking 💯💯 (1 billion wips
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rly not a fan of ppl imposing their idea of fun on me under the assumption that it's also my idea of fun
#vent cw#so my bday was a while ago already#my stepmom and my dad didnt get me anything which is fine bc i didnt really want anything#but my stepmom is now being rly pushy like 'what do u want for ur bday'#and im like not rly anything. but going out to dinner would be nice. to this place where they have this dish i like#and so instead of taking me out. she buys all of the ingredients and says 'we're gonna cook it from scratch <3 it'll be fun and then you'll#know how to make it'#and im like ok but dude i have a bunch of stuff to do for school and work and i dont have time to cook this from scratch and then do dishes#to clean up after this like. dsfkjsdkfj#like i need to wake up at 3am for work and i needed the whole day to study for a quiz and prep for a big day at work. i just#why would u ask me what i want to do for my birthday and then decide no i dont want to do that. so we'll do this instead#IM JUST REALLY BUSY AND CRANKY I DONT KNOW
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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Oh on last rb's note my friend actually read love bullet per my recommendation hehe and she likes it and it makes me so so happy hehe
#kk rambles#when ppl actually look into the things that u rec or are interested in... wowie... hand in marriage (platonic) u.u#omg u actually were listening to me and remembered and looked into it... heart full of love crying tears of happiness...#that one image of the cat crying. that's me. that's me. planting a big metaphorical smooch on your forehead. i love you.#which ik it sounds silly but i get really moved by things like that ok!! my friend sends me alnst memes even tho she hasn't watched it#and it's like oh u were thinking abt me oh u sent this to me just bc i like it 🥺🥺🥺#I can't believe i exist in your mind even when im not there hehe icb u think about me im going to make pancakes for you in the morning.#we are getting a mansion together and living together forever.#everyone's love languages are a little different and mine are so weird lmao what do you mean i get so touched when ppl think of me#do you think you don't exist as a concept when you're not physically there do you think other ppl don't have object permanence lmao#oh wait#yeah it's the effect of dating someone who made u feel like u didn't exist unless u were initiating stuff n engaging w them /j#but my friends are so sweet to me rahhh#i love my friends#why are my standards so low when my friends are all so nice and treat me well 😭😭😭#so mad that my bsf is happily in a relationship (good for her honestly im v happy for her)#bc now I can't go like. if we're single at 30 let's get married. no homo. just that we've known e/o for so long it would be comfortable#it's crazy bc it's not like i want a romantic relationship but i hate feeling lonely but i also really like my own personal space and time#and I don't really like the small inevitable conflicts that arise from close relationships even though it's part of putting the work in#but i like a certain amount of stability and predictability (autism) so i think what i need. is a roommate.#a friend who lives together w me but in separate rooms but i can cook for them type cohabitation lmaoo#but that's kinda idealistic and kinda gay lmao#my friend called me a friend simp and my other friend joked that i should have a queer platonic cule.#like rahhh yeah i really do love my friends a lot i wanna see them forever they're great and amazing and i love them so much#it's nice to be loved!!! it's nice to be cared abt!!! my friends make me really happy!!!#ik from societal standards I'm a deviation and what i feel is more intense than what normal ppl consider friendships to be like but#I don't quite understand the categorization of human social interactions sometimes ig. why should i cap how much im allowed to love someone#if i love someone i want to see them happy and i want to do things for them and I'm not the type to half ass things.#but society is weird abt things and whatnot but it's fine as long as my friends understand and know i love them hehe#anyway love bullet arospec representation!!! let girls shoot people!!! /hj
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#if i see one more person with doc martens and a macbook and one of those fancy bling water bottles#in MY shabby neighborhood café! i swear! 😤😤😤#no i'm not really gatekeeping i promise#i'm just. so deeply tired of being surrounded by rich people pretending to be poor#tbd probably#i know i'm a hypocrite#i came from a fancy middle-class background too and i certainly don't fault anyone for that#but that doesn't change the fact that i am broke now. which i don't even mind! to be clear!#i live a very modest life and that works for me#i cook at home instead of eating at restaurants or ordering delivery every day#and i buy all my clothes from the thrift store#and i buy all my technology refurbished#so i don't need more money. but. i'm tired of repeatedly discovering that people in my social circle#who i thought were 'just like me'#actually secretly have shit tons of money hidden away somewhere? i dunno#it only comes up incidentally in conversation when we're chatting about life in general#and then they casually say something that makes me think#'oh right. you have MONEY money. i forgot'#like 'how about a weekend trip to [nearby country]? the train tix are only 30 euros!'#my brain: yeah but how about lodging? and three meals a day? and other incidental costs? getting there isn't everything#or 'i found this cute pair of jeans at h&m for only 69.99!'#my brain: tf. tf. tf#cosmo gyres#personal
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i have to like constantly remind myself im mentally ill and actively rely on medication to be something close to a normal functioning person who goes outside and participates in society. because otherwise i start comparing myself to my peers and get so anxious about the fact that im an outlier among them and im broke and unemployed and still live with my parents and i cant drive (even though i have a license!!!! because driving gives me panic attacks and meltdowns!!!!). everyone is getting married and having kids and going places while i just feel like a child but actually it's because I've been ideating suicide since i was like what, fourteen? when people were dating and joining clubs and activities i was at home depressed and in bed and honestly it's still kind of like that? i had a short stint in teaching after my undergrad but then now im back to being a hermit who struggles to get out of bed every day and it's just. man i wish i was normal.
#also my dad is chronically ill and both my parents are elderly so i have to take care of them and cook for them and clean up after them#so it's like i struggle to take care of myself yet ever since i hit 20 it's like i've had 2 grown children to take care of#idk man i just wanna fit in and be normal and not feel ashamed and afraid going outside and being myself#oh eleanor vance we're really in it now.#shut up haydar#diary.log
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ok another question about the exocolonist cookbook!
so auntie tirah's full name is tiramisu. because of this, should i add tiramisu to the cookbook even though it's never mentioned to be a food eaten in-game?
#honestly I think I should#especially since I don't have much actual recipes#I have a miscellaneous section with stuff like 'cracker'#or having one of the 'dishes' just be blue bobberfruit#and even with that. we're only at 49#now I'm going to go through the game again and REALLY try to get every single food and everything I can about said food#but. still.. I have most of them and that's only at 49#i want to get as many recipes as I can!!#also I like tirah a lot <3#but! I'm having a lot of fun making polls about this. I love love love interacting with the iwatex community <3#exo cook book!!#posts!!#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatex#iwatec#OH and ive been having fun with spongecake recipes!#I'm trying to find ones with like. red fruits in them#to hopefully rather make them pink. or just. since we get spongecake from the valley#I feel like red fruits would be the right choice of an ingredient#but!! I'm very very much a cooking novice. I'm using a lot of this to just experiment#so <3 yea <3
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Really, the issue is that people cannot hold two conflicting thoughts in their heads at the same time. That's why arguments online are so frustrating. Most of the time, it's like, "Yes! Both of these things are true!" But no one wants to hear that. Everyone has to be right. We have to prove ourselves as better than others, so we start using identifiers, "Oh, so you're a <insert term here>." to separate ourselves, and it's exhausting.
If you lack conflict management skills and refuse to look inward, how can you create community?
#it's also a way to avoid taking accountability and it's just a really sad thing#especially when it comes to politics (but this post is about everything tbh)#As soon as someone doesn't directly align with us#we're like#oh I must cast this person aside this means that they’re evil#and it’s like what happened to diversity of thought?#and of course there’s nuance to this like you don’t need to be accept everyone into your community just because#that’s where discernment comes in#but this need to villainize everyone and immediately outcast them is so wild to me!#and I always wonder if people have ever had to have discussions irl with people who have different opinions than them#you can’t expect people to always be on the same page as you. you have to be willing to talk to them without being condescending#and thinking you know everything.#that’s not how you get people on board.#anyway. back on TikTok for a week and girl the conversation over there is so wild right now. I can’t even escape it.#the shit is just far too niche I wanna see cooking videos and that one guy predict#whether or not he would survive in those simulated car videos#but instead it’s video after video about a white adjacent woman who called Beyoncé americas biggest propagandist#you got CEO’s out here donating to Trump and TikTok about to be banned and musk doing the wildest shit#but yeah. a southern black woman is who we should old responsible for American propaganda like?#because black women aren’t people they’re entities to manipulate right?#that’s why I left that place during the election but ANYWHOO#this probably a conversation for the GC
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Trying out that "no buy 2025" I've seen people talking about and recalling how much I saved in november after the hurricane blew up my car and starting to feel confident
#so far i'm swearing off any pre-prepped food for like. the next 3-6 months#no fast food and no getting oven bake stuff for dinner for smthn fast after work; we're cooking like every night#getting some prepped stuff from the discount store i get groceries at and those are nice for quick breakfasts#no more new books or candles. there are books and candles at home. seriously i do have like a stack of 30 books i can finally get to#gotta start burning all those candles too; i'm actually pretty satiated at this point bc i go into bath and bodyworks and smell a few#and i'm starting to feel a little underwhelmed by a lot of them#still taking pics and taking note of names for one of my gimmick blogs but not really buying all that much from there#also trying to cut back on sugar too bc of some vaguely dubiously funky blood sugar labs so that'll save me like. idk. smthn#still getting snacks! i like sun chips and those ''southwest snack mix'' things especially with the baked corn#picking up some extra hours here and there at work too so that's hopeful; we're gonna make it out of this hole#and we're gonna come out with art and books read and probably some muscle if i keep up the gym work which. kinda feels good to do now lmao#i don't want this to get to me and i refuse to let it. finding out exactly how to pace myself bc i can't predict the future#roommate also left some ground beef and a pile of pork behind so i can at least be prepped with some meat for a bit#pork isn't my favorite but i have it lmao; will probably stray away from it entirely with the new admin bc uh#ever since i learned how pork tapeworms work. i know cooking hot enough should do it but i'm not risking THAT shit#look up what pork tapeworms do to the body if you feel like having a bad time bc i think parasites are pretty neat#and i think they're just. terrible ashdkgf i have completely lost the plot of this post#shai speaks
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